It was one afternoon and the last day of our final exams. I was ready to go home but I remembered I have to stay in the SAO office for the signing of clearances, my autograph was in demand these days.(hahaha) Well, I got hungry of waiting so I went to the canteen to go buy some snacks and decided to eat it in the office. On the way up, I saw Mr. Nice Guy on the railings looking at the court, I didn’t mind and head on to the office, I ate my snacks on the bench just outside the office because I don’t want to listen to Sir talking with a never ending story I’ll just be sleepy and get bored. I was minding my business when Mr. Nice Guy sat on the opposite side of the bench, I shouldn’t care right? But that moment felt awkward, there was silence all over the place, I couldn’t talk to him or just even share my food (what the hell?!) he just kept on looking at his cellphone and me? Still eating my snacks and drinking a lot of water, thank god I didn’t choke!
I had a crush on him but it wasn’t to the highest level so it was really awkward right? When someone passes by that’s the time when we moved our heads although our eyes meet but I just froze. Inside of me isn’t working right, my heart was beating faster and my mind was going crazy! What was the meaning of this? I just felt relieved when other students asked him a question and my bottle emptied of water so I had an excuse to refill it. When I got back from the bench he left to the bathroom and so I calmed down as I seated back to my place but it wasn’t over! He just finished going to the bathroom and approaching back there was no other way so he will pass in front of me. Shit! I started busying myself with my cellphone listening to some music but as he passed in front of me I looked at him, he also looked at me and I couldn’t even smile.
That day was exhausting! As I went home, my mom asked me what was going on with me, I couldn’t tell her because even I can’t explain my feelings. Even if that day was over I still can’t get that moment from my mind. Gheezz! It sucks!
